Marshmallo · o · LUV

Interestingly enough, I logged on here to read Del's LJ,only to find people aren't so happy. I started reading bits and pieces of what has been going on in peoples lives.
I wonder, how many of you truly put the serious problems on here and how many of you just paint picture that you can live with on LJ. Maybe you wish you had a certain life, so you paint it here for all of us to see.
I'm a bit more relaxed these days. Life takes its twists and turns, you just have to move with it or it will take you down. How many of you take time to stop, smell the air and "let your hair down"?
Live a little! Twirl in the rain, go stomping through a mud puddle in your good shoes, or simply hand a stranger a dollar and smile, then walk away.. Random acts and random acts of kindness are good for the soul :)

try one today :D

Wow.. seems like forever since i posted on here.. just bored off my ass in the world.. been playing wow alot since there is nothing else to do.. made a facebook.. yada yada yada.... bored bored bored.. got bought by jed over and over.. eh, this is so redundant.. can't wait to get a job.. finally got clearance to go back to work.. apparently im well enough finally, then i get hold of glutens again, have a minor setback.. and now, i can work again.. i've been outta work so long and since i'm not allowed to be a chef anymore.. i still have no freakin clue what or how to basically start my life over.. one day at a time.. those words ring in my memory from a "revival" my grandmother took me to when i was small.. a real life tent revival with a traveling preacher and people who sang their hearts out to a GOD they believed in.. yeah i know.. left field.. but i was thinking about that the other day while figuring out what to do with my life.. those people had all the faith in the world that everything would be alright.. no doubts at all.. What causes that kind of blind faith.. then i thought about all of my grandparents..they all had the blind faith.. and things worked out for two of them.. the other two... the ones with the greatest faith.. got shit all over... but they still lived, had what they wanted and mostly did what they wanted to do, with thier simple lives.. So, I suppose i should try out their belief that it will all work out in the end.. Kinda like those faith healers at the tent revivals.. just believe... Sounds kinda cheesy in a way.. and mind you.. im not a tent going, rolling in the floor kinda woman.. i mix up what i believe.. one god.. different names.. still the same god.. just everyone in the past made different views and rules to go along with what they wanted people to do. so, i'm gonna put some faith on the fact that whoever this god is, he will help a lil here.. cause i'm clueless..
and yeah.. this is kinda outta wack from my usual fluff posts.. but this is the only place i feel comfortable venting this stuff.. so, for now..

tata

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